.a little think.

it doesn mean that i've forgotten about you. it doesn mean that i no longer care. Truth is,  i still do, I do my best to check up on you. to see how are you doing,  to see if you re okey, but every time i get urge to talk to you, it suddenly hit me that, we're stangers, you don't want me in your life ! hence, the reason i'm not longer a part of you, but, even though everything's changed, i just want you to know that i'm still here. i will still be here for you, i will lend you, my shoulder and my time. i dont care what time is it, what i'm doing, dont hesitate to talk to me,  because half the time, i wish that you were talk to me, i just really miss your presence i miss you here, beside me..

I'm just a girl, i love being called prety, but i'll never believe it i'm not always right, but i hate admitting i'm wrong. i always almost smilling, but is not always real. i can be read like open book, but hide somuch i work hard at things, but dont always get what i deserve. i'm just a girl..

  Sore readers.. jam 4 teng, kerjaan kantor udah beres, sekarang iseng2 mau nulis blog, hehe ngomong2 soal sore, dulu waktu gua kecil jam sore itu jamnya nonton kartun (especially anime) : setelah bobo siang, makan, trus mantengin tv deh, wkwk kalian ada yg inget ga sama anime2 yg dulu2.. anime2 yg gua tonton adalah ini .. 1. SAILORMOON yups, yg lahir di taun 1993-2000 pasti tau dong mereka, anime ini menceritakan tentang 5 cewek sekolahan (bahasnya -_- ) yg punya kekuatan super dari elemen2 alam dan tata surya , melawan berbagai musuh dari kegelapan. Mereka memiliki misi mencari sang putri bulan dan Kristal Perak.  yg paling gua inget dari anime ini adalah kata2 si Usagi Tsukino (di gambar yg ditengah) kalo mau nyerang musuhnya dia bilang "Dengan kekuatan bulan aku akan menghukum mu" hihih :D 2. TOKYO MEW MEW Tokyo Mew Mew adalah sebuah kelompok pemberantas kejahatan yang beranggotakan 5 gadis berkekuatan hewan,diantaranya Ichigo Momomiya (pink) ,Minto Aizawa (i...

i've been walk on, used and forgotten, and i don't regret one of moment of it, because in  those moment i've learn who i can trust and can't. i've learned the meaning of friendship, i've learned how to tell when people lying and when they are sincere, i've learned how to be myself, and appriciate the truly great people in my life as they arrive. I DONT NEED THEM ANYWAY.

sometimes, you have to fall apart from people you love.. but that doesn't make you love them any less, Sometimes, you love them more..

sering denger kalimat ini?  "hidup-hidup gua, ya terserah gua, ngurus amat lu.." " ga usah nge-jugde gue, kaya lu udah bener aja.." bukan sering denger, bahkan gua juga sering ucapin, terkadang dan memang sering gua dibutakan dengan hal itu dengan pemikiran "ini kan hidup gua" . gua buta dengan bagaimana orang2 ngasih tau gua ttg cara berfikir, cara bersikap. ga merhatiin gmana baik dan buruknya akibat dari hal yg kita lakuin, sekecil apapun hal itu. gua sadar kita hidup didunia ini ga sendiri, apapun yg gua lakuin bakal ngefect ke orang lain. jadi bukan mau ga mau tapi harus, berdamai dengan rasa egois, ~ aphz .a litlle think.

the worst feeling is when someone make you feel special than suddenly leave you,hanging out of your life and you have ypu don't care at all, but the honestly, thats really hurt