YOURSELF


Everybody has a secret world inside of them
all of people of the world
i mean everybody
no matter how dull and boring they are on the outside
inside them, they've all got unimaginable,
magnificent,wondefull,stupid,amazing world.
not just one world, hundreds of them,
thousands maybe,

and so me,
people think that i'm a quite girl,
but honestly i'm a totally weird .
i think this world is really boring,
so i go to my own
the world that i can do everything,
maybe some people say that so freak,
but for me its really fun,
doing something that makes your day.
let me give you some example, have you ever doing this :
before i sleep, i always imagined to be something different,
being a princess, being an actress, being a singer, or something that people can say
"whooaa she's cool, i wanna like her" :p ever??
or be a girl who can talk with animals? (i know this is stupid)
but really, i do that. not just before i sleep, when i was bored, or lying in my bed, or take a shower, even when i was pup, :p

why i do that??
because...
Sometimes, we tired being an adult, tired with this world, :(
and honestly i not confident,
i know i'm smart but not in the ways that count,
i read people much better than books, but i never have the word to explain my finding.
i'm only as funny as i feel
and i don't think i'm pretty,
i sometime walk with my head down
my posture is terrible

i think horrible thing about people and i let my emotion get the best of me.
i'm really not as nice as i'd like to be, or as innocent as you'd  think i am.
but here i am, this is me,
i proud tobe my self, good or bad,
i just going tobe true to myself,



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